I long to be where I last felt the comfortable joy of mountains; the sea and the rolling hills rolled up under the sun. I was no creature designed for parts delivery, and my teeth ache at the thought of chattering - this endless despair that will last three more weeks.

I am getting married, and then it is time to save money. I am not at home in my own city; I am not of this sort, and I don't like the wind. I was made to be near the sea: the green doorway to a greater direction. The hobo spiders aren't going away, so I might as well enjoy my home.

Atheism is a growing trend. I find it funny...infact histerical when an atheist tries to convince me that mankind is improving, and learning more; that our old ways were childish, and we've matured to know greater truth - "we are more able to know now, what we could only guess then". All we have my friends is accumulated knowledge: we wrote it down, and went on to something else so that those ahead of us would have what we had without working for it, and there for they could move on to knew knowledge. That being said Solomon knew the earth was round. Read Ecclesiastes.

Somewhere our seed of right and wrong became bent and it has led us down a naieve pathway, but God forgives all save those who refuse to accept this.